Friday, August 16, 2002 :::
Rollin' (Limp Bizkit)
roll with me
take the blue pill and you`ll wake up in your bed. take the red pill and i`ll show you just how far this rabbit hole goes.
to disillusion myself from the mutiny of life i take a pill, but still.. will?? it be enough for me to kill the pain i feel when i have to go through all that`s real? i`ll kneel.. and brush my chest with the cold steal of truth. the pill lets me loose. euphoric experiences are given and clumsiness is forgiven. i look good when i feel good. the grind of my teeth is understood, by all that knows how the reaction goes. first you drop then you wait. the little red pill will decide your fate, or at least for that night. "damn i feel alright." first you drop and then you`ll role. it`s courage for my sole. superior sensuous keep me alert. clouded feelings let me flirt with the girl in the short skirt. glow sticks and a plasma light. "did you see that? hella tight." take the red pill and i`ll show you just how far this rabbit hole goes, andthat`s the way it goes. just a little pill that shows.. you everything you`re not. everything that twenty dollars bought. the feeling is real, but is that the way you`re gonna feel... in the morning when your back is killing you and all the people that were feelin` you ain`t feelin` you? so you take another. and another. and another. white buda, superman, p.l. triple stack. but you`ll never get it back. gone forever it that first feeling of extacy. so come sit right next to me... and the rest of the fallen crew that chose the blue.
::: posted by boots at 8:16 AM
Thursday, August 15, 2002 :::
Purple Haze (Jimmy Hendrix)
I went camping last weekend down south a little. My family and I do this every summer. We’ve been doing it for about as long as I can remember. Before we used to change camp grounds every year, but for the past five years we’ve been going to this one spot called Phiffer in Big Sur. It’s a little bit past Monterey near Pebble Beach. Anyway. The drive up there is incredibly nice. It’s one of those drives that makes you wish you had a Ferrari… well… more so than normal I guess. My cousins and I were driving back to the camp after doing a little shopping at Safeway. It was around 7pm. just a little bit before sunset. Normally you would see a beautiful sunset over the pacific, but on that day there was a thick fog hanging low to the coast. Now… I wish I was better at descriptive writing so I could better share with you what I saw that day. I’ll try my best.
Of to the right side are 100’ cliffs. Usually it’s a beautiful drive. You can see the waves crashing onto the jagged edges of the Monterey coast. Along the snaking two-lane highway are small spots where you can park so you may better enjoy the vista instead of trying to take quick glances without driving your car off the cliff. My cousins and I decided that it’d be cool to stop and admire the impressive show Mother Nature was displaying for us. So we stop. When you get out of the car you notice immediately that you can’t see anything else but fog. A thick Daly City morning type of fog. But this was the cool part. The cliffs were to high for the fog to climb over so it stayed close to the water, and covered the whole ocean. Have you seen Crouching Tiger? Remember at the end of the movie where Zang ZiYI jumps off the cliff into the fog? Imagine that, but even more beautiful because it wasn’t CGI. So here we are standing on top of this cliff thinking that this may in fact be one of the most stunning things we’ve ever seen nature do, but it isn’t… what happened next was. The sun began to set, and through the fog we can see colors change. Now that. That was beautiful. So beautiful that I can’t even begin to describe it for lack of beautiful words in my vocabulary. I took a picture in my mind, and I’ll keep it with me for as long as I can.
::: posted by boots at 8:04 AM
Twisted. (Keith Sweat)
I know I’m not the first person to say this, and I know that I won’t be the last. But it seems like everyone in this world it to busy protecting their heart that they forget to follow it. Just because way back in the day they got hurt, and now it seems as though love just isn’t worth it anymore. I guess I know this better than anyone else, because for the past few years my life motto has been “get out before you get hurt” or “hurt them before they can hurt you” Cruel I know, but oh well. Only recently have I started to open up again. And only recently have I tried to get out there in the world and see what’s out there for me. … And what is out there? I don’t know. And I don’t really care. When I find it I’ll let you know, but for now whatever is whatever.
Cold pizza is so great for breakfast.
::: posted by boots at 6:08 AM
Wednesday, August 14, 2002 :::
ALL HEAR THIS (bestie boys)
i am... sleepy
i am... 24
i am... 5' 8"
i am... 168lbs
i am... bald
i am... pinoy
i... drive a honda
i... live in daly city
i... type like this
i don't... TypE LIke THiS
i have... time on my hands
i don't... have enough time to sleep
i get... worried about my parents
i feel... loved
i hate... dirty socks
i love... food
i have... more to say
::: posted by boots at 11:28 AM
Tuesday, August 13, 2002 :::
blah blah... wongh wongh wook woaah.
::: posted by boots at 7:07 AM
