Thursday, September 05, 2002 :::
Truth be told when morning breaks as I wake from my deepest slumber I lumber to remember what dreams were dreamt in the vial attempt to analyze what I missed... you and I kissed. But is it real the way I feel when we haven't even met? I’ve searched so long with no regret. So many people have told me that you wait. So many people told me that you are my fait. But who are you and how will I know when you finally show? A tender kiss with abundant bliss? Anyone can provided sex appeal, but it still won't be real if you don't feel what I feel. So I kneel and pray that one-day you'll come around my way.
Blinded eyes cause frustration in this endless race to self-satisfaction. Why do I always fall for temptation? In an endless search for your purity I only build on my own insecurity. So... did I ever tell you what love can do to me? Pain and pleasure in one universal package... hate and anger that I must learn to manage.
Unfinished
::: posted by boots at 7:24 AM
Circle Of Life (Elton John)
I wasn’t feeling so great yesterday. I decided to take the day off from work so I could rest. It was nice to just chill and take it really slow.
My dad was watching the Filipino channel and I heard a note from a song that I knew I knew, but for the life of me couldn’t remember the title or the movie I knew it was associated with. I tried to build on that one note, and then I got a word. From that one word I got a sentence, but from there it was gone. I lost it. I eventually forgot the whole thing and the note that was in my head no longer there. I was tempted to ask my friend who I know would have loved to help me out because she’s just so dope at finding things out online, but held off because I didn’t want to bother with it anymore…
When I woke up this morning at 2:30am my mom was in my room with a jar of Vic’s asking if I was going to go to work. I told her that I was going to work, and no I didn’t want a Vic’s rub. Right when she left the forgotten song came clear. It was Circle Of Life, by Elton John. And we all know the movie was Lion King. It’s funny how everything seemed so clear about the song at a time of day when my mind is at it’s most disoriented state of the day.
::: posted by boots at 7:01 AM
